I seriously don't know what's going on with me but I can't control what's within me as well as before. Emotions, used to be a big problem in controlling but is more well-versed this time round. However, what's being an ass is this thing call Infatuation.

I always thought that this affectionate side of me had already died off when I walked out from the past relationship. Going through army was making it real worse by making my temper bad, complexion bad and the skills of communicating is the worst! Ugh. 

Until the recent visit to my favourite chill out place, I felt a lil bit different from the usual after I left the place, which in turn leads to what had happened that evening uh. LOL! Totally didn't expect that I would do such a feat * proud of myself a bit* LOL! Oh well. Just hope that things gets better and stuff uh. All right I know it doesn't really makes sense upon what I wrote but yah.