Because it's you, Missing You Like Crazy
Don't really know what to update here cause everyday's been mundane enough for me. Let's see if I can post anything tonight before I sleep.
Have been meeting up with several people that I haven't been catching up with. Is really awesome to catch up with people that you hadn't been able to meet up with/ dine with. Met with secondary buddies for dinner at Holland V and DOTA 2 at night. Yeah, I know is weird that I actually play games BUT! I am haha!
Had dinner tonight with buddies although my stomach isn't really cooperative. Oh well! Should start slimming down already!WAAHHAHA!:D And am really hooked to this 2 songs! Proud of them seriously^^ Is really nice uh not that I sharing because I'm SONE( although I am proud to be one^^). Enjoy the songs(:
Missing You Like Crazy- Taeyeon <3
Because It's You- Tiffany <3
Nice right?^^ HAHA! Oh well shall crash now people(: Updates will be up soon *cross fingers*
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All right. Decided to post something more personal tonight. I'm person that would reminisce or look into the past events. No matter is it good or bad, happy or sad, relieving or excruciating; Cause without them, I will not be whoever I am right now. People always live through the toughest time and get stronger after they decided to move on and not cry over the spilled milk.
Honestly, I think what I've been through maybe something minor(?) compared to the rest of the young adults of my age. But I'm worried. And when I am worried, all the "what if"s question starts popping up and ya, here we go again~Same old shit again.
A confession here to make. I thought of fooling around after my 20th birthday cause I realise there's no need to be such a nice person after all. However, is definitely wrong and sinful to involve those that are innocent thus, it wasn't carried on.
I realised that I've shut myself away from many people around. I used to be able to feel for others just by observing yet I decided to shut it away. Being insensitive and always work with a motive behind. This lasted quite sometime till I managed to calm myself down and straighten out my thoughts. Manage to move on from where I stopped but still hadn't find my pit-stop to recharge yet. "The right one would definitely appear,just the matter of time?" right? I believe so uh but till then I'd only let people whom know me well enough know what's going on inside me.
Oh well, I shouldn't even think of this right now uh! Going Brunei 6months. Would already be missing home,family and all my friends. And with wonderful platonic relationship with the opposite gender, why in a rush to get into a relationship,which might jeopardize the friendship if anything were to fail?
Alright long enough. Rest well readers(:
Posted on Monday, April 16, 2012 at 11:04:00 PM